Fighting...

Assalamu'alaykum...Tadaima...Minna-san ogenki desu ka???Hisashiburi ne...

Konbanwa...

Tonight I have a lot of things to do.
I have to learn more about PEMIRA IKM UI.
Why?? Because I'll have my interview tomorrow.
Dakara, ganbarimasu!!!

Oh yeah. I'm joining a lot of programs that will be held in Engineering Faculty.
Therefore, I'll be so busy.
Actually, I'm busy lately.

But, they're nothing than my dreams.
I mean, my goals are still far away from me.
So, I have to do everything I can do to reach them.
I have to overcome all of this.
I know well that I'm busy.
I know well that I can lose my strength and my health can be down, but this is a fight.
All of this is nothing than what will happen to me when I reach that.
When I can stand proudly in that stage.

I really want to stand in that stage.
Walk proudly.
Do everything with all of my heart.
Always want to know about everything.
Solve problems.
Help others.
Sleepless.

The end of my path is still far away.
I don't know until when and where I can walk.
I don't know which path is given to me.
I don't know until when I can stand.

Is it the right path?
I'm not in the wrong direction, am I?

Now, all I can do is give my best.
Everything.
Even one single thing.
That's enough than nothing.

I know, it must be hard.
I know, it has a long way to go.
I know, there are so many enemies.
I know, I'm still lack of knowledge.
I know, I'm still nothing.

But, this is the path that I've chosen.
Therefore, I'm sure that I make it into reality!
Because that's my promise.
Because I'm Anissa Septi.

It must be done!

YOSH!

Wassalammu'alaykum...

Yakusoku...

Assalamu'alaykum...Tadaima...Minna-san ogenki desu ka???Hisashiburi ne...

konnichiwa...
hahaha.
I have just been back from my daily activity in my campus.
So tired...

Oh yeah. From now on, I wanna learn everything necessary.
I want to improve my skill of languages too.
Truthfully, I know some of languages that used in this world.
Such as Javanese, Indonesian, English, French, Chinese, and Japanese.
But, my skill has been degenerated.
If I don't improve those, I'll be in danger because those are my precious.
So I have to protect them and use them as my languages if there's a chance.
I have to memorize them .
If I don't do that, I'll forget them soon.
I don't wanna lose my precious things anymore.
Therefore, from now on, I'll use multiple languages.

Actually, I don't know what's going on here.
What the hell was that???
But, soon I'll erase that. Don't worry.
My movement won't cause any troubles for you.
We won't bother each other.

This is my last free time.
So, in this very weekend, I have to finish everything.
My task, my program, everything involved.

I don't have much time.
Soon, I'll be soooooo busy.

I don't have ability to predict my future.
But, I'm sure that I'll give my best for everything.
Especially for my dreams.
Because I can't give it up!
I know very well that I have failed in the past.
But, that won't happen anymore, even today, tomorrow, and the days after tomorrow.
Because I'll protect my precious time.
I use them to do something better and useful.
I don't want to waste my precious time for nothing.
Time is money.
Time is life.
I don't want to throw it out.

Biggest dream.

Wassalammu'alaykum.

Brave...

Assalamu'alaykum...Tadaima...Minna-san ogenki desu ka???Hisashiburi ne...

Konnichiwa...

Finally last night.. Initiation.
We made it.. After a year..
Now, we are part of family..

Change to another topics..

Last night, that was our last rendezvous.
So, from now on, there's no reason to see each other.
I'll erase everything. And there's no space for anything about yourself.

I've chosen a path.
My own path which leads me to become a better person than before.
I've made my decision.
I'll go through everything so I can realize my dreams.
I have to reach my dream.
Because it's something that make me strong.
It's something that make me stand.
I'll fight to the bitter end.
I have no reason not to make my dreams become reality.

From now on, I move forward.
I'm going toward my dreams.
I know well how hard it is.
I know well that it's not that easy.
But, I'll make sure that it's going to happen.
Sore wa atashi no yakusoku.

I won't run away from everything.
I'll face it bravely.
I'll settle everything.

Because I am Anissa Septi.

Dakara, kore kara wa ganbarimasu!
Zettai ni akiramenai!
Zettai ni makenai!

Wassalammu'alaykum...

Awakening...

Assalamu'alaykum...Tadaima...Minna-san ogenki desu ka???Hisashiburi ne...

konbanwa....
hahahaha...
perjuangan yang berat akan segera dimulai..
tugas yang mulai menumpuk..
aktivitas kemahasiswaan yang segera memuncak..
dan besok akan ada inisiasi untuk 2010..
finally.. we made it!

by the way, let's change to another topic....

I've decided!!!
I won't ever give up on my dream!
Not now!
I have to reach it!
No matter what! No matter hard!
Everything will be difficult from now on, but I have strength to overcome of all this matter.
Just for the pure purpose, I won't let even one single thing step ahead of me.
Just crush it! Defeat all of them!
Then realize my dreams!

I won't let it bother me. Even though you're special, but still I'm untouchable woman after all. And I know well that you aren't supposed to be together with me.
You'll have your own, and now I'll have mine.
Therefore, I won't lose to you.
Thanks for coming, but soon I'm sure that I'll forget everything related to you.

Now, in my head, in my mind, and in my eyes, there's only one single thing.
REALIZE MY DREAM!
There's no such a thing like "I can't do it!" or "Impossible".

Gain your strength!
Let's heading there!
Move forward towards your dream!
Defeat everything lies on your way!
Make your dreams come true!

Bismillahirrohmanirrohim...

Wassalammu'alaykum....

Ganti lay-out...

Assalamu'alaykum...Tadaima...Minna-san ogenki desu ka???Hisashiburi ne...

Hahaha.. hampir setaun gue ga ngepost di blog ini.
akhirnya gue putuskan mengganti lay-out dari blog ini.
ehh.... kacau balau jadinya, semuany jd berantakan.
mana ga bs ngedit lagi. makin parah....

btw, ini udah term 3. ip plus ipk gue harus makin meningkat.
tapi, kegiatan perkuliahan maupun organisasi makin meningkat aja volumenya.
makin banyak praktikum dan materi yang amat sangat susah dimengerti.
butuh usaha yang besar untuk memahaminya.
mana ini taun ajaran baru, waktunya bagi senior untuk membimbing junior alias maba.
waduuuuhh.... makin kacrut aja..
eh, tenang... november nanti gue lengser dari BEM FT. hohoho...

sepertinya taun depan gue ga akan ikut organisasi lagi.
tanya kenapa???
lo tau sendiri lah kek apa itu kuliah sambil berorganisasi.
kadang enjoy, kadang mblibet. hahaha
apalagi klo banyak proker yang harus dilaksanakan. wuiihh... ribet daahh...

btw, ima wa atashi no rasuto chansu desu..
dakara, ganbarimasu!!!

Wassalammu'alaykum...