Confused

Assalamu'alaykum...Tadaima...Minna-san ogenki desu ka???Hisashiburi ne...

What is this feeling??
Like I don't know about myself anymore.
I'm really confused.
And I don't know what should I do.

What's the point of being here?
What is "belief" anyway??

I can't stand it anymore.
I can't face it anymore.
I can't hold it anymore.

What's the point?
What's for?